Today was my grandfather's memorial. My grandfather and I had always been so close - he understood me better than anyone else in my entire family. He raised me until I was 10 years old. I loved him a lot, and today was just so hard.
The only plausible good thing was that all day I felt so sad and small, like a clenched up weight was squeezing my internal organs to a pulp, that I barely ate anything. Just some oatmeal this morning and some apple juice just now.
I miss him so much.
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